the deleted

So, I just wrote this long, wonderful story about my Grandma, Hattie Mae and it had bits about books and crafts and Amy Sedaris and poison peanutbutter, then I put my pictures in and it was LOVELY. Then I went to PREVIEW for some reason and then.....It was gone.
I forgot to save it first.
I could cry.
Stupid
stupid mistake
I have done it before.
why can't I learn.

well, I just don't have the energy to go back and rewrite it all! Fred always says to write it in word and then copy and paste. When will I ever learn?Sorry kids. I have to go sew. Get some joy back. That was craptastic, let me tell ya.....Maybe that was meant to be a lesson- this old crafty brain gets all full of stuff and it forgets simple stuff like save and then preview! Usually I just hit save and post it! Oh well, it is so gray and gloomy outside! My mood has been affected! I will post bright and early tomorrow with the teal velvet bear.....Marie A. has inspired me so completely to pull out all my silks and velvets and ribbons and vintage flowers from hats.....pearls...lace....organza...tulle.....ahhhh and those cakes!!!!!